I hope that in the future, someone will hurt me exactly the same way I hurt you so I can feel how it feels, that is how much I regret my wrong actions.
It may be you, it may be him. You still have my heart, C.
Though you may already know this, I thought I should start this letter from the problem itself. It wasn't something worth discussing because I never told John about it, and in just a few days, you had me fall head over heels for you.
I can't hold you when we're tired. No way. I miss you, I miss us. I love you, but I need to stop. At such times, you can take the help of these messages and add them to your letter.
Finally, your dreams come true. I'm sorry to have put us both through this. Sometimes, things are complicated. It is always a better idea to write the letter than get one printed. I did it for my own satisfaction.